Special days like Christmas, Easter, birthdays, and death
anniversaries bring into sharp focus the enigmatic nature of
time itself. As I delve into the task of jotting down my
memoirs, I've come to perceive life as a kind of imperfect
album.
This album, marked by the passage of time, is characterized by
a blend of distortion and clarity. The act of remembering is
often flawed – memories can be forgotten, confused, or even
conflated. Yet, it's not solely a process of loss or distortion.
There's also a deep beauty in how we preserve, deepen, and
venerate our experiences. Certain moments, once ordinary, become
imbued with profound significance as they are revisited and
reflected upon over the years. This duality of memory – its
ability to both obscure and illuminate our past – fascinates me.
The understanding that our recollections are not mere
recordings but dynamic, living beings, evolving with each
revisitation, brings a certain humility and wonder to the act of
reminiscing. It reminds us that our experiences, though
imperfectly remembered, are rich patchwork tapestries woven from
the threads of both fact and feeling. |